What do women in China think of Facebook COO Sheryl Sandberg’s book Lean In?

Meet Olivia

Meet Olivia

Let me tell you about my friend Olivia.

A young professional working in Beijing like myself, Olivia is a graphic designer. Originally from Hunan province in south-central China, she moved to Beijing for university where she went to design school and studied architecture. She is crazy talented, thoughtful, and generous. And while she does like the opportunities that living in a big city like Beijing provides, she loves the Chinese countryside, and would love to raise her eventual family in a less polluted environment.

I recently picked up a copy of Sheryl Sandberg‘s Lean In, and took it back to Beijing with me. I wanted to see what my Chinese girlfriends thought of the conversation started by Sandberg’s original TEDTalk and continued by the book, “the ways women are held back—and the way we hold ourselves back.”

I emailed her some questions about the book, she jotted answers in her notebook, and is graciously letting me share those ideas with you.

Notes in Olivia's notebook: "Equality between partners leads to happier relationships."

Notes in Olivia’s notebook: “Equality between partners leads to happier relationships.”

Overall impression

Sheryl’s a clever woman. Her words are easy to understand, and she understands others’ situations.

What had the most impact?

“It’s a jungle gym, not a ladder,” and “Make your partner a real partner.”

I know you had many favorite quotes–your favorites?

“There’s only one way to the top of the ladder, but there are many ways to the top of the jungle gym.”

“Equality between partners leads to happier relationships.” Relationships in Chinese society aren’t equal. Chinese men prefer really skinny,  small girls. They want to protect them and feel powerful.

What do you want in life?

To find the value of life–love.

What are the most important things (in life)?

Find your potential–your happiness can change the people that surround you.

Is career the most important?

No.

What about for most Chinese women?

A husband–Chinese parents tell their daughters to find a man who can care for them (money).

Previously, you told me you were worried about finding a husband or boyfriend–you’re 26 years old. After reading books like Chinese-American former Deputy Mayor of Los Angeles Joy Chen‘s Do Not Marry Before 30, you didn’t care as much when you got married, why?

I’ve been able to meet people totally different from myself. I have an American friend, and we encourage each other. We believe to try to be yourself, and you’ll find someone naturally attracted to you, for you.

Sheryl Sandberg talks about how important finding an equal partner is, that’s what I look for in a partner, equality. Most Chinese women look for money, appearance, a house, and a car.

What advice would you give to young women?

Don’t rely on your appearance so much. Real charming women have wisdom. They have an open heart, are open minded, and have a clear mind to situations, focusing on what’s inside.

Any other comments?

Why did I get into these books? The first one I read was Do Not Marry Before 30. It was introduced to me by my friend Zeng, who lives in America. She loves me so much–we are sisters. She also cares about my marriage. And when I still don’t have a boyfriend, she gave me this book, and said this time has not come yet. Enjoy life. How you live life alone impacts your married life.

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I need to thank Olivia more than just letting me interview her–she’s been one of my best friends in Beijing since I moved here in April of 2012. We’ve done language exchange together, she’s helped me do my “Mandarin Check” videos, and been a great support. She’s a wonderful person, and I know she’ll have a big impact on those around her for years to come.

Mandarin Check! 7 months in Beijing

 

So despite the fact I look like the living dead and exhausted, I have a new Mandarin Check video. Yeah, I’m a bit tired, but it’s the light, I swear! It’s not the super best, but that’s not the point of the video. I wanted to test my writing skills by writing about my experience directly in Hanzi, then test my fluency by creating a video. I read it over once before recording, and I don’t think it’s half bad. I’ll take it.

Annnnd, my Mexican roommate who can actually speak quite decent Chinese said it wasn’t too bad. I AM WIN!

In summation, I’m halfway through my elementary-B course at Beijing Institute of Economic Management (BIEM), the small university I attend between home and work. I’m way over due for a Mandarin Check, and actually quite miss doing any kind of video work. I’m really enjoying life right now, but my schedule doesn’t allow for as much creative work as I’d like: 8:35 leave house for Chinese class from 9-12:10. Lunch/short study time, then clock in at 1:30-8:30ish. Home around 9. It’s busy and I don’t get as much time for blogging. But I really feel like I’m making progress in my Mandarin, and I’m really happy with life. Had a great Thanksgiving with friends, coworkers, and teachers, and had so much to be grateful for (You’re now included if you’re reading this blog!).

Feel free to critique/give feedback. Included is the English translation.

Mandarin Check Script: 11/28/12

你好!我是唐金妮,一个美国的留学生住在北京。现在,我在一个小咖啡听用上网。

我喜欢给我一个考试,考我的汉语。我正在读我的汉字。可能错了,可是,这是小考试。没问题。我知道我要练习读汉字。对我最难。所以如果我读得不太流利,这是为什么。

也我告诉你:我知道我看起来有点累。没问题。

我来了中国七个多月了。告诉你我的生活。有一个挺好的生活在中国。习惯了。可是明年,想做倍的工作。我对上网的工做很感兴趣。在中国,我住在朝阳区。我也工作在望京。

为什么来中国?学习汉语,也找到有意思工作。现在,教小孩子,三岁到八岁。学生很可爱,很萌。

同事门也喜欢:挺好。也休息的时候,我们一起玩玩。比如,这个星期一,我们去看电影。

也我很喜欢我的同屋门。我们习惯,也我们一起去玩玩。比肉,两个星期以前,我们有一个晚会。对感恩节。挺好了。

谢谢你们听!祝你晚安!

 

Mandarin Check: 11/28/12 English Translation

Hello! I’m Ginny Tonkin, an American foreign student living in Beijing. Right now, I’m in a small coffee shop using the Internet.

I want to give myself a little test, to test my Chinese. I’m reading my Chinese characters now. Maybe I’ll make a mistake, but this is a small test, no worries. I know I need to practice reading characters. For me, it’s the hardest. So if I don’t read very fluently, this is why.

Also, I’ll tell you, I know I look really tired. Oh well.

I’ve been in Beijing over seven months. I’ll tell you about my life. I have quite a good life in China. I’ve become used to it. But next year, I want to find other work. For me, Internet-related work is interesting. In China, I live in Chaoyang District. I also work in Wangjing.

Why did I come to China? To study Chinese, and to find interesting work. Now, I teach kids, 3 to 8 years old. They’re cute and adorable. Also like my coworkers, they’re quite nice. Also when we don’t have work, we go out together. For example, this Monday we went to see a movie.

Also really like my roommates. We’re used to each other, and we go do fun stuff together. Like two weeks ago, we had a party for Thanksgiving. It was quite good.

Thanks for listening! Have a good night!

Anti-Japanese Protests in Beijing at Japanese Embassy

"Fuck Japan" photo via AlertNet photo cred REUTERS/Jason Lee

"Fuck Japan" photo via AlertNet photo cred REUTERS/Jason Lee

So tensions between China and Japan have truly escalated about the uninhabited Diaoyu islands in the East China sea. I am just fine, but it was a little unnerving biking down my road and seeing riot police and dozens of buses and trucks blocking the road (the Japanese embassy is down my road, past the American one). I am not going to pretend like I really know what’s going on in this situation–I always make a valid effort to keep up with the news, Chinese, international, tech and mobile, my hometown of Erie. However, in China, I find it hard to know what’s reallly going on, and I didn’t really realize how serious this recent development in China was. After seeing riot gear and hearing these reports, I wanted to make a valid effort.

The quick summary is, Japan, China, and Taiwan all claim to have possession of two uninhabited islands in the East China Sea. They have become valuable as important mineral resources have been found in their waters. Recently, Japan purchased the islands from the Japanese “owners.” Chinese, with a history of tension with Japan and an education system that encourages nationalistic pride over Japan, have become agitated. To provide a full picture, the Japanese do have a horrible history with the rest of Asia. Even one of my close Chinese friends who’s normally forgiving, and works to understand the other side mentioned to me that she was not a fan of Japan. Also, when I lived in Vietnam, I had expats telling me of the atrocities of Japan and Japanese soliders on South East Asia, its people and civilians.

Below, I’m just providing you with some information that I’ve gathered, as I’ve tried to decipher what’s going on today. Here are some pics from RT of the protest in Beijing today.

Protests have been happening in several cities in China, but as reported by TeaLeafNation.com, Netizens are tweeting a more level approach to he situation, at least condemning the attacks. First heard about issues with the island situation from TeaLeafNation.com, and the nationalistic streak, surfaced over Weibo.

Not trying to alarm, just updating. Beijing rarely lets people protest (they are supposedly illegal), and as quoted in the NYT:

“I think the government is encouraging this,” said one protester, who gave his name as Uda Chen.

“They could have stopped all of us approaching when we were at the subway station. The government has taught us to be anti-Japanese at school, so if they want us to stop it would be like slapping their own mouths,” he added.

I’d have to agree with this statement; I didn’t see much of an effort by police to keep people from protesting. And in the next cited blog entry, he mentioned the feeling of a picnic… At first when I rode my bike down to LiangMaQiao Lu around 8:30 this evening, I saw people eating what looked like sanctioned cafeteria food, Chinese food in red containers. A larger organization understood what was going on, and people were largely allowed to go and do what they wanted, milling up and down the roped off road (normally a wide, car-filled street). My roommate, who has previously worked with the embassy, says they’ve been protesting in front of the Japanese embassy since Wednesday, although today was just the main escalation.

The Chinese government is going through a leadership change, done once every 10 years, so things are tense in the party to begin with. Having something else for the public to focus on must be quite a relief, especially with Xi Jinping missing for days.

After searching for a good account of events, I found this Sinostand entry by Eric Fish, via Shanghaiist.com.  I posted in its entirety; I think it offers experience and perspective.

Today saw huge demonstrations in front of Japan’s Embassy in Beijing to protest Japanese claims over the Diaoyu Islands. Two years ago when tensions last flared over this issue, I checked out the Japanese embassy in Beijing, where there were no more than about 50 people. This time, turnout was exponentially bigger and more serious.

I got to the embassy at about 1:00 this afternoon. The roads around it were all closed off to traffic with a few hundred riot police, regular police, public security volunteers and lord knows how many plain clothes officers. I estimate there were at least 2,000 people while I was there, although it’s unclear how many actively came to protest and how many were just curious onlookers.

In the middle of the street there was a partition with police directing people to parade around it in long circles. People had huge Chinese flags and banners saying things like “Fuck little Japan.” What I was most surprised by were the number of Chairman Mao posters floating around. I asked a few people about this and the consensus was “Mao would never let Japan get away with this.”

As the crowds paraded around, they sang patriotic songs, chanted “Little Japan, fuck your mother,” “Chairman Mao 10,000 years,” “China 10,000 years” and most significantly “Communist Party 10,000 years.” (“10,000 years” basically means “Long live…”)

This mass outpouring obviously had official sanction. The police’s presence was to direct the protests rather than try to hamper them in any way.

Later things started to get a bit more intense. While the crowds circled around they were allowed to stop briefly in front of the Japanese embassy itself. It was guarded by hundreds of riot police with helmets and shields. At first protestors threw water bottles and eggs at the embassy, which police made no attempt to stop. But gradually rocks and (I assume Japanese) cell phones started to be thrown. Many of them hit the Chinese police, who were covering themselves with shields.

One man brought a bucket full of rocks, which police came and confiscated somewhat violently. After a man chucked a rock, an officer wrestled him away and said, “Enough, they’re Chinese.” He then let him go. I caught up with the man and asked him what had happened. He said, “I just wanted to fuck Japan.”

Finally I went to interview a man on the side of the road holding a sign. As I was speaking with him a police officer grabbed my shoulder and turned me around. “What are you doing,” he asked forcefully in English.

I said I was just talking with people and taking pictures. He pulled me toward a small police post on the side of the road and demanded my passport. He looked at the visa page, handed it back and then seemed to get distracted with something else. I slowly but steadily walked away.

It was very strange. It seemed like coverage was being encouraged. I didn’t notice any of the other foreigners who were taking video/pictures being hassled. I’m not sure why I was singled out.

That was about the time I headed home.  If you didn’t understand what the people were chanting, the whole atmosphere of the protests seemed very festive. People chanted things, others laughed. Families with little kids were out, young people, old people. It kind of felt like a 4th of July parade…until things began to be thrown at the embassy.

This whole uproar is a godsend for the Communist Party. I never imagined I’d see people marching down the street with pictures of Mao Zedong chanting “Long live Mao, Long live the Communist Party.” It was a bit surreal. (Though several people were chastising the government for sitting by too idly)

It’s interesting to speculate on how much of this was deliberately egged on by the CCP. The whole thing erupted when the Japanese government bought some of the islands from a private owner. The move was intended to put the islands under national control so Japanese activists could be prevented from planting flags on the island and stirring up tensions. But it seems that was a huge miscalculation by Japan on the eve of China’s 18th Party Congress.

The Chinese media could have lauded the move as an attempt to ease tensions and work toward a peaceful solution, but it went hard in the opposite direction, portraying it as an illegitimate slap in China’s face. It’s no wonder so many are riled up.

It is important to note that when you see Mao posters being paraded, it’s probably a pretty poor representation of Chinese people. And it’s hard to say how many people present at the protest were active nationalists, how many came because they thought it’d be cool or interesting, and how many just happened to walk by and stuck around.

But there was a lot of intensity. Whenever someone started a chant, most joined in. This is clearly the most serious clash between China and Japan in a long time, and it could be far from over. A few days from now will be September 18th, the anniversary of Japan’s invasion of Manchuria. Unless there’s a police clampdown, the protests are likely to continue through at least that day.

With Xi Jinping back and all this intense anger directed toward Japan, I predict China’s leadership transfer can now go off without a hitch.

As a side note, I saw many, many Chinese just out watching the scene, many just with the phones, most likely posting, or planning to post on Weibo. I also saw three (potbellied) men wearing Chinese flags pushing their way past onlookers, as they left the scene.

Again, just sharing what I know. The best thing we can do is stay informed; I’m just trying to figure out what’s going on. I thank social media for providing a variety of voices/content, real time updates, and keeping me in touch with sources that I trust.

**As a side note to the aesthetics of this blog, I’m always tweaking the blog, and embarrassed that certain bugs aren’t quite figured out. But again, this blog is a work in progress, and a learning ground for me. I always welcome your input and criticism.**

“Wǒ yào qù niao-niao,” I have to go pee-pee.

I’m not sure it’s a good thing or a bad thing; I can understand my students.

Or at least a key phrase or two.

I teach 3-8 year olds, which would have it, is actually a great place to practice or pick up elementary Mandarin phrases. But now that I can understand, especially out of context, what they’re whining about, I’m thinkin’ maybe ignorance was bliss.

For example.

Each month we have a special reading class, where we pick a book and do activities around that theme. This month was Jeremy Draws a Monster. If you may have guessed, we had the kids then draw their own monster.

Fun right? Apparently not. These kids, even at the age of three, are perfectionists. Even when drawing crayon monsters, that don’t/won’t make sense anyway.

“Wǒ bù huiiiiiiiii,” some of our students whine, “I can’t do it.”

Kid, I just handed you a tub of crayons. FULL of crayons. Aren’t you supposed to go nucking futs over this??? I know I did. Don’t tell me you can’t. I see you draw all over the desks and tables whenever you get a crayon. When you do manage to get it onto the paper, you just draw a bunch of circles, then tell me it’s a flower, or your mom, or your house. And I tell you it’s beautiful. Because, let’s face it, what’s cuter than a three-year-old drawing a picture of his mom?

Of course there’s the classic… “Where’s mom?”

“Mama ne? Mama ne?” I once hear through an entire class. Then, right after class running to his mother, “Hui jia? Hui jia? Hui jia?” (“Go home? Go home?”) Counting apples was just too darn hard.

And then there’s the bathroom situation.

“Wǒ yào qù niao-niao,” some will say, “I have to go pee-pee.” All the time. Anytime. In the middle of class. While standing in line. Always: “niao-niao.” And almost always, you let them leave right away, because you’ve seen the alternative. No one likes to hold the mop.

Or how about when you hear your own voice coming out of your students’ mouths? Must be like when, to your horror as a parent, you discover your children have grown up. Exactly like you.

I love putting on a valley girl accent, especially to make my Chinese coworker Deborah laugh (Think, “I knooooow, riiiiight??”). But unfortunately, that falls under one of America’s more obnoxious exports.

“I knoooow!” I hear echoed back to me.

I had been instructing my students to make a line. Except in our line, we had one too many boys named Jason in our line.

“Two Jasons!” said a girl named Britta (Yes, she was named after the TV show Community). I playfully responded in my valley girl banter, “Two Jasons, I know!”

Britta shot right back with my voice and tone, “I know!”

Forgive me–What have I done?

I sound like I hate my kids; couldn’t be farther from the truth.

But sometimes, ignoring their complaints and insistences would make things a whole lot easier.

That awkward moment when… you teach your kids to say “penis” instead of “chicken”

That awkward moment when… you realize you taught the children to say “penis,” instead of “chicken.”

Twice. 

It was my turn to lead the marketing activity. Every Sunday, our for-profit English training center holds a special hour-long class. New comers and current students join together for a seasonally-themed session. We generally go all out to draw new students to fork over a year’s worth of tuition. I had chosen “Down on the Farm,” and planned a farm-filled day full of animal puppets and paper plate cow crafts.

During our planning session for singing Old MacDonald, I was told that the sound Chinese associate with chickens clucking is “jeet.” So I thought in order to be culturally relevant to our students, instead of singing “cheep, cheep here and a cheep, cheep there,” for chick or chicken, I used “jeet.”

Little did I know that “jeet” sounds an awful lot like “jī.” When used doubly, “jījī” (鸡鸡) is Chinese slang for penis.

Awesome.

So, singing “Old MacDonald had a farm,” I had my elbows flapping, strutting around like a chicken, instructing my students to say, “jeet, jeet here and a jeet, jeet there.” Of course I saw my coworkers laughing, but I thought it was just because anyone would generally look like an idiot strutting around saying jeet. And we ran the activity twice.

Only sitting around in the teacher’s room today, TWO WEEKS after the second time we had run the marketing activity did I find out it sounded like I was having the students say penis.

Think Bridesmaids. That scene near the beginning where Kristen Wiig is chatting with Maya Rudolph and Wiig scrunches up her face with her elbows bent back, obviously, like a penis. That’s probably what I looked like.

So, it’s really just the sound, not the word for chicken. And the kids were probably none the wiser. They liked the song; that’s pretty much all that matters.

And I know that’s a mandarin phrase I’ll never forget.

Watch my progress: 3 Months in Beijing

Been living in Beijing now for three months. Checking in with my Mandarin progression with a little YouTube vid. Yes, I say “um” about a thousand times, but I’m chatting in Mandarin. Tell me what you think (and if you can understand anything I say!).

Shout out to Benny at Fluent in Three Months. I’ve been enjoying his recent adventures in China, where he attempts to overturn popular assumption that Mandarin is too hard to learn.

Just a little bit about myself, where I am, and where I’m from. Ní hǎo, Wǒ jiào Jīnní! (妮好,我叫金妮)